In the dark of her room, I was trying to make her feel better/make her burst into laughter but my all humourous jokes couldn't even touch the darkness inside her. She had never been such before or at least I had not seen her in such condition before. I thought it would be better to leave her alone and so I went in next room. Sooner she was fallen asleep but whole night I couldn't sleep. I knew I couldn't feel her pain but at least I could share it. Somebody has said that happiness is doubled and sorrow is reduced to half when it's shared. And honestly I couldn't see any other way. Next mornning I asked her to come for shopping with me. We went to a mall. There they were celebrating mall anniversary and had arranged many events. I took her into jewellery shop. She became so excited, I could say you that definetly she was excepting ring but I bought her a diamond necklace, it's stunning and gergeous. She looked little disappointed. I felt something was missing there and so I turn around myself and oh what I felt missing was already present there. I couldn't believe, I thought in my mind WTF, what the hell she was doing there. She was with Ruffel their and before I could run to make her understand, she left from there. She tried her best to hide/keep tear inside eye but she didn't know I could feel her feeling/her emotions.
First time in my life I felt like I had already stepped into two boats and probably it would destroy we all three life. My girlfriend came to me and slapped me loudly. Before I could explain her something, she shouted who the fucking bitch she was and if I had affair with her. I tried to make her understand saying that she was my past.
But she again shouted "if she is your past then what the hell she is doing in your present and why do you seem so concerned about her?"
I was really fucked up and couldn't think whom should I make understand?
Say fortunately or unfortunately she had been selected to sing a song of own. She went on stage and shouted " He made me feel like my fault" and started singing
She:
राजे दफा अब है सामने आई
वफा मैने की और तूने की बेवफ़ाई
आग तूने आइसी है लगाई
तड़पता रहा ये दिल
फिर भी तेरे लिए मांगी दूवाई
डोली अपनी सजाने के लिए
तूने किसी और से मग्नी रचाई
किसी से दिल लगाया
कहीं और कियी सगाई
I was shocked because we were not Indian but she was big fan of bollywood. Although I could understand the language I couldn't speak Hindi. I couldn't stop myself after listening such blame on me and so I introputed in middle and replied singing.
I:
Baby please do believe on me
You were my lock and I was your key
And my love was deeper than sea
But you were not my cup of tea
If there is hole in my honesty
it must be smaller than pea
I was no longer at position like bee
After the event I tried to convince both but you know everyone couldn't manage to ride on two horse at a time like Ajay Devgan. First time in my life I felt huge disrespect for myself in someone else eye.
Before I could explain, she left saying "After all it's all about beauty. It's me who was not sexy enough to seduce you. The gay thing was all a drama"
No-one knew when the life take new turn but probably it was the time my life would take new turn.
First time in my life I felt like I had already stepped into two boats and probably it would destroy we all three life. My girlfriend came to me and slapped me loudly. Before I could explain her something, she shouted who the fucking bitch she was and if I had affair with her. I tried to make her understand saying that she was my past.
But she again shouted "if she is your past then what the hell she is doing in your present and why do you seem so concerned about her?"
I was really fucked up and couldn't think whom should I make understand?
Say fortunately or unfortunately she had been selected to sing a song of own. She went on stage and shouted " He made me feel like my fault" and started singing
She:
राजे दफा अब है सामने आई
वफा मैने की और तूने की बेवफ़ाई
आग तूने आइसी है लगाई
तड़पता रहा ये दिल
फिर भी तेरे लिए मांगी दूवाई
डोली अपनी सजाने के लिए
तूने किसी और से मग्नी रचाई
किसी से दिल लगाया
कहीं और कियी सगाई
I was shocked because we were not Indian but she was big fan of bollywood. Although I could understand the language I couldn't speak Hindi. I couldn't stop myself after listening such blame on me and so I introputed in middle and replied singing.
I:
Baby please do believe on me
You were my lock and I was your key
And my love was deeper than sea
But you were not my cup of tea
If there is hole in my honesty
it must be smaller than pea
I was no longer at position like bee
After the event I tried to convince both but you know everyone couldn't manage to ride on two horse at a time like Ajay Devgan. First time in my life I felt huge disrespect for myself in someone else eye.
Before I could explain, she left saying "After all it's all about beauty. It's me who was not sexy enough to seduce you. The gay thing was all a drama"
No-one knew when the life take new turn but probably it was the time my life would take new turn.
