2 years ago, I joined my MBA. On the very
first day she proposed me saying that it was her first love and love at first
sight. But I ignored her. Her name was Kristina. She was very intelligent, smart
as well gorgeous. She was just a Xerox copy of my dream girl but still I didn't
know why but I had never such feeling for her.
I wanted just to be her friend but each
time I ask anything or just joke with her, she used to feel like slowly I was
getting attracted towards her. As she was my classmate and most intelligent
among us I couldn't ignore her even I wanted.
One day she kissed me in front of whole
class but I couldn't even slap her because I knew she loved me more than my
life. So if I couldn't accept her proposal how could I play with her emotion?
It felt like day after day her love for me
was taking new heights. One day we had program for outing. We had too much
drink that night. I didn't know what happened that night because I was totally
drunk. Next college day there was gossip about me and her. Everybody was
talking about us. I came to know from my friend that I had accepted her love
proposal and we had dirty thinks that no night and we lost our virginity. I
went to her and asked that what's all that? She replied " Yes, it all
true"
I couldn't say anything because I knew she
couldn't lie at least to me. So I replied "Look, I am sorry if any such
thing happen but I don't love you"
She shouted "What do you mean by if
anything happen? Do you want to say I am lying? How can you forget our first
night?"
I replied "I am really sorry. I don't
mean that but I was drunk that night so I am sorry for everything but I don't
love you"
After that
I thought she would understand but she was mad in love. She had left me
no choice. So I made a plan with my other friend. I phoned her and asked her
that if she could come for dinner that night with me. I texted the location to
her. When I went in the hotel. She was already there waiting for me. I was
fallen on road and as my dress were dirty I told her that I had booked a room
and I would came back in fifteen minute and I left. I knew she would come
behind me. I entered into the room and my another friend Jency was already
there. I acted like we were fucking each other. She opened the door and found
both us naked.
She burst into tear and went back to her
house. We were little sad but more happy that she would understand the
situation. Next day when I went college I didn't find her in college. After few
minutes some policeman came to me and arrested me. I was behind the bar and
after inquiring I came to know that she had done suicide last night and left a
note that I was responsible for her suicide. I couldn't believe that she had
done that. But after looking the suicide note I was totally broken. I felt like
I was her murder and it's not suicide but I killed her.
In court I explained everything about us.
The court didn't find me guilty and culprit so I was out of bar. But I had
never excused myself for such my own such behavior.
