Yes, everything happend last night. After the relationship, I thought it would be better to tell her everything. So I tried to talk with her saying I would like to tell her about my past.
She replied " You should tell about your past if anything wrong there before you used me last night. Why don't you talk to me before fucking me? Oh, you don't want to miss the chance and now you got what you want so you just want to make it one night stand"
That was something I was not expecting and I couldn't thought what to reply. You know usually in such situation who ever make mistake, boys are supposed to be culprit. I prayed god about why he was making my life so difficult, couldn't he kill and take out of all those pain?
I thought I was praying in my mind but I didn't know how she listen all those prayer. She slapped me and told that she was just flirting with me. She also told that she didn't want to talk about my past because her love was true and my past didn't matter at all how bad it was.
Next day I made call to my parents and said that I had changed my plan of credit transfer and not coming back. They replied "do what ever you want"
I canceled my transfer but still had no desire to take classes. She used to go on her job and I used to live in room whole day. But the time I used to spend with her was best part of my life. One evening she came from her job early and told me to get ready as her friend was coming to meet me.
We made all things ready. Her friend came near 8 PM, they were so cool and using so many rough word that it took just few minutes to be open with them. I said them "you guys doesn't seem to be medical student"
They replied "Just keep watching, we will change you soon"
We had some beer and then they started playing game. They divided themselves in two group Boys and Girls and started flirting another group in singing style.
Why should I be exceptional? I also participated in that and our conversation was like below.
Boy :
I can do it faster
Then Pumping air in tyre
And god shake
I still never get tired
Girl :
Don't even try to touch me
It will burn
I am hotter than fire
Slimmer than wire
Boy :
I change GF everyday
I am greatest lier
Girls don't trust me
I can write many poem on your satire
Girl :
you rind of potatoes, soup of tamatoes
Don't fly higher and higher
I am modern girl
I can take your entire
Boy:
If you want just fun
I can hire
If you want to be sold
I can turn your buyer
Girl:
You turn my amplifier
I turn your purifier
You can't handle me worm of dirty drain
Many had already retire
Boy:
Go to your mom
and please inquire
If you listen our night story
You will definitely get inspire
Boy:
If that's our desire
It's ok
But promise me baby
You don't turn multiplier
All of them suddenly be silent and I heard her weeping. After inquiring I came to know she get hurted by my line "Go to you mom and inquire......" because it's only two year, her mother divorced with her father and marry some one else and after one year his father also get married and now she had no one in the name of family.
I tried to make her understand. It doesn't seems to work so I asked her friends to leave us alone. That night I had only one thing in my mind that if anyhow I could make their parents realize, how much she loves them.
She replied " You should tell about your past if anything wrong there before you used me last night. Why don't you talk to me before fucking me? Oh, you don't want to miss the chance and now you got what you want so you just want to make it one night stand"
That was something I was not expecting and I couldn't thought what to reply. You know usually in such situation who ever make mistake, boys are supposed to be culprit. I prayed god about why he was making my life so difficult, couldn't he kill and take out of all those pain?
I thought I was praying in my mind but I didn't know how she listen all those prayer. She slapped me and told that she was just flirting with me. She also told that she didn't want to talk about my past because her love was true and my past didn't matter at all how bad it was.
Next day I made call to my parents and said that I had changed my plan of credit transfer and not coming back. They replied "do what ever you want"
I canceled my transfer but still had no desire to take classes. She used to go on her job and I used to live in room whole day. But the time I used to spend with her was best part of my life. One evening she came from her job early and told me to get ready as her friend was coming to meet me.
We made all things ready. Her friend came near 8 PM, they were so cool and using so many rough word that it took just few minutes to be open with them. I said them "you guys doesn't seem to be medical student"
They replied "Just keep watching, we will change you soon"
We had some beer and then they started playing game. They divided themselves in two group Boys and Girls and started flirting another group in singing style.
Why should I be exceptional? I also participated in that and our conversation was like below.
Boy :
I can do it faster
Then Pumping air in tyre
And god shake
I still never get tired
Girl :
Don't even try to touch me
It will burn
I am hotter than fire
Slimmer than wire
Boy :
I change GF everyday
I am greatest lier
Girls don't trust me
I can write many poem on your satire
Girl :
you rind of potatoes, soup of tamatoes
Don't fly higher and higher
I am modern girl
I can take your entire
Boy:
If you want just fun
I can hire
If you want to be sold
I can turn your buyer
Girl:
You turn my amplifier
I turn your purifier
You can't handle me worm of dirty drain
Many had already retire
Boy:
Go to your mom
and please inquire
If you listen our night story
You will definitely get inspire
Boy:
If that's our desire
It's ok
But promise me baby
You don't turn multiplier
All of them suddenly be silent and I heard her weeping. After inquiring I came to know she get hurted by my line "Go to you mom and inquire......" because it's only two year, her mother divorced with her father and marry some one else and after one year his father also get married and now she had no one in the name of family.
I tried to make her understand. It doesn't seems to work so I asked her friends to leave us alone. That night I had only one thing in my mind that if anyhow I could make their parents realize, how much she loves them.